Let’s get something straight here. I loved you . I loved you
with everything I had in me but it was never good enough for you, I was never
good enough for you. I would have done anything to keep you by my side , but
you pushed me away for so long that I gave up.
I’m walking from this and I can
promise I’m never looking back. It’s
going to hurt, and it’s going to be tough, but I can’t keep on going with the
way between us. It’s over and it’s been over for the
longest time. As much as it kills to say this, we aren’t meant to be in each others
life anymore. :’ ). We aren’t the same two people we used
to be. We’ve changed, you are not the same boy I fell in love with. Hurmmm…
that boy … well..he’s gone.. So what’s the point of loving him if he doesn’t
exist anymore?
I wanted to be with the guy who fought for me more than anyone had ever , the guy
who led me to believe when I was with him, I had nothing to worry about, the
guy who I thought was different from all the rest . But it turns out, I was
completely wrong. You left me so many times when I needed you the most. Every
time I begged you to stay, you always found a reason to leave…… Yeah I do love
you until whenever, but being in love with you isn’t enough anymore. I have to
walk away from this, even though it’s probably going to destroy me.
But .. Hey trust me I'm fine .. totally fine if I'm not how can I still answer your phone call and talk like nothing's happen. I'm cool yo .. :) isn't it ? I believe Lord has given me a strong heart to face all this. So between coffee and chocolate I choose chocolate because chocolate is a perfect food, as wholesome as it is delicious, a beneficent restorer of exhausted power and brings the happiness..
