Our past is what made us,what we are today . . .

In the name of ALLAH, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful , bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

It takes a long time for me to update my blog … im quite busy lately,I got final exam which is I have done it,busy with my assignment and all sort of things lah but the most important is ... I always have time for facebook-ing…hehhehhe… wajib ohh bukak FB hari-hari and of course skype too ;) and now im free….flying like a bird in the air …. Sekarang tengah cuti semester …

In this few months lotsa things that have happened to me, I cant describe all the things right?so I want to be specific in one point only which is THE PAST . That’s our point .

I’d found a quote from somewhere in internet but I dunno this quote is belong to who but I think it is true.And why not I share it with the other people right ?

I think each and everyone of us can say that something has had happened in our past that we either wish didn’t or we wish we could forget.At every point in our life there will always be something,whether it’s big or small,that will try to knock us down in a way.That’s part of life.

”If it wasn’t for the bad things,we could never appreciate when good things happen”.

This quote to me is very inspirational BECAUSE I can admit that there are times I do let my past make me bitter.When in fact I should be letting it make me BETTER ! ! So whenever you are having a bad day,or things are on your mind,keep this quote in memory and always remember “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”

But never forget what it taught you!

Found this rather interesting from a friend of mine so don't mind if share it here...(^____^)

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"Love her …when she sips on your coffee or tea. She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you.

Love her…when she "pushes" you to pray. She wants to be with you in Jannah (Paradise).

Love her…when she asks you to play with the kids. She did not "make" them on her own.
...
Love her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you

Love her…when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.

Love her…when her cooking is bad. She tries.

Love her…when she looks dishevelled in the morning. She always grooms herself up again.

Love her…when she asks to help with the kids homework. She only wants you to be part of the home.

Love her...when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she's beautiful.

Love her…when she looks beautiful. She's yours so appreciate her.

Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.

Love her…when she buys you gifts you don't like. Smile and tell her it's what you've always wanted.

Love her…when she has developed a bad habit. You have many more and with wisdom and politeness you have all the time to help her change. Love her…when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don't ask, tell her its going to be okay

Love her…when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and back and just chat to her (trust me this works!)

Love her…when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass

Love her…when she stains your clothes. You needed a new thobe (kurta) anyway

Love her…when she tells you how to drive. She only wants you to be safe.

Love her…when she argues. She only wants to make things right for both

Love her…she is yours. You don't need any other special reason!!!!

All this forms part of a Woman's Character. Women are part of your life and should be treated as the Queen.

 

always....;love you

tumpang lalu

si jejaka nak menyibuk

adoi lama x tulis kat sini....tuan punya blog slalu tya bila nak update

lambat lagi ke nak update...rajin laa update...ekh jap..saya pon tuan blog nih gak...lupa lak

so mari kita sama2 mengupdatekan diri di sini..ok starting da merapu bawah lagi la

masok hari nih da erm....da nak masok 2 bulan da kot kat sini..so macam hal byk bnd la kan

but nevermind...usaha tangga kejayaan walaupon da ade lift

skrg da masok fall...seperti yang awak dapat lihat kat bawah

x jelas sangat maklumlah guna phone je kan.....

tapi nampak la daun2 dan sampah2 yg terkumpul tu kan...

angin da start bertiup xde sepoi2 bahasa da....

tapi suhu normal lagi so xde ape sgtlah.....

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igt lagi x saya antar awak bnd neh then saya tya awk dapat ke x???

hehe saya x dpt nak lupa sebab awak ckp kat saya 

"jap x dpt pon..ntah nape ntah skype error neh"

mmg saya gelak guling2 then awak pandang saya dgn muka blur 

saya xde pape nak tulis sebenarnya tapi da janjikan surprise utk awak kan

just nak menjawab soalan awak yg awak selalu tanya

KENAPA SAYA SYG AWAK?

susah kot nak jawab soalan ni since saya x pnh belajar

but since the answer is subjective i'll just give you a few n hope you like it

1. kenapa saya syg awak? sebab saya syg awak la
2. you're like a dictionary, you add meaning to my life
3. mana2 saya pergi awak mesti ada dgn saya

 muka2 happy awak time makan mmg irreplacable...saya pon berselera sebab nnt x sempat makan awak da abeskan


rasanya cukup laa yg tu dl sbb saya pon tgh blur skrg otak baru pas wat math kan...
n x rasa jawapan di atas akan memuaskan hati awak tapi itu baru sikit...ada byk lagi tapi saja nak tulis yg simple2 kat sini yg selebihnya awak tau sendiri...heheh


aduh ape saya merepek neh??? nak post jugak ke ni haa...fikir nak post bnd ni saja da sejam...(actually jadi sejam sebab terlayan anime)
owh lupa lak nak menunjuk kasut bola baru saya kat sini...heheh

 haha suda2....merepek je nih...




last pic of the day

saja pilih pic nih and you know why...

p/s : sori this time byk merapu... <3 

smile and world will smile with you :)

            Why everyone should be happy? And why we should happy? 
It is because we deserve it . . .

“Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.”

In our life there is the tyme when we are down (zaman kejatuhan) and there is the tyme when we are up (zaman kegemilangan) mcm sejarah..hehehe. For me that is KARMA and that is LIFE . Eventhough we have everythings,we have family , we have friends and we have the love one but yet we still feeling sad ,feeling empty , feeling alone like only we ourselves in this world, like we have nothing . . .

But that is not the reason why you can’t be happy . . . when bad things happens ask yourself "What did I do to contribute to this, and what can I do to make things better?" Apologize to the world for the part you played in messing things up, even if you don't feel it was your fault. Apologize to yourself as well, and then forgive yourself. Now all you can do is start all over again. There is no use having any bad feelings, for that will just dig you even deeper into the hole. Smile and be happy, and you will quickly find your way out.

 

  Here there is some tips to be happy (get it from somewhere)

Let go forget the burdens of the past. The past cannot be changed so use it to make your future is yours.2) Be whoever you want to be. Don’t live your live how other people want you to be. 3)Think positively. No matter how bad the situation, something  good will come from it. 4)Remember that everything happens for a reason.  When the reason reveals itself. It will blow you away. 5) Change. Learn and grow as a person, become the best person you can and you want to be. 6) Look after the pennies and the ponds will look after themselves. Care for the small things,and the big things will happen as a result. 7) Build relationship. From friendship see the good in people,share your life with them and tell them what is inside your mind. 8) Live your life with purpose. Set out to achieve something and do it. The feeling of accomplishment is empowering. 9) Take responsibility. Don’t blame your mistakes on others. Don’t blame others when things don’t go to plan. Accept that it happen. 10) Smile. A lot. Smilling releases endorphins that make you feel better instantly. And finally you will feel happier.

HAPPINESS SPREAD SMILE

:)

WHEN LIFE GIVE YOU

HUNDRED REASONS TO CRY

SHOW LIFE YOU HAVE

A THOUSAND REASONS TO SMILE
AND SMILE
CAN MAKE YOU FEEL
TO BE HAPPY

The past ,is done,unchangeable, and move on !

A few days ago,my friend n I just having a chit chat.. so many things to share between  us like sharing is caring .Suddenly she asking me something bout past. She gave me a scenario which i also didn’t understand.. I think not clearly understand hahaha but what I do is…. I just nodded my head n said hmm..hmm..yup..oic..but I know the story that she narrated to me is something with her life.(about her past). People wouldn’t ask you,something weird suddenly if nothing to do with themselves right? J so kena faham2 lah….

Well my dear friend,actually I don’t know what is the exactly or the real story what was happening in you ..but based on your story,I can see…,you are so confused of what was happened in your past. Something very paintful from your past…something strong..and that related to your present.Is that the things that you are worried my dear friend?

Actually friend,you don't need a past. If you don't like who you've been then start over. I used to have a very low opinion of myself, but I became someone else, someone I liked. It took a lot of pain, but what I've learned is that relationships matter. In fact, it might be the only thing that matters. You can exist without others, but true happiness only comes from love ,romantic or otherwise.

Don't know what to tell people who ask about your past? Tell them the truth (some of it). Tell them that you are a recovering asshole with a painful past who is trying to become a better person.

Think about this for a while who are you? Do you know what the word "person" means in ancient Greek? It means "mask". Like the happy face/sad face things from the theater. So you don't like the mask you're wearing? Change it ! ! You are not the mask. You're the one who wearing it. You're not your past .. ! you're aware of your past and you're not the things that you are aware of. We're not our bodies . . I see my hands moving as I type this. We're not our thoughts . . they float by one after another as our minds wander. You are the thing that is aware of all of this not anyone else.. !

Try that out for a while and see how you like it and start making a conscious effort to be nice to people.

OUR PAST IS WHAT MADE US OF WHAT WE ARE TODAY :))

There are few things make me upset today

Hari sy keluar pergi cari num IDD sebb nk kol org tersyang y sngt2 jauh tuh (^__^)…selalu kt skype je kdg2 line slow..baru on pastuh da discoconnect..tension giler pastuh mule lah nk nangis,tapi sabar je lah dugaann kan…

Fes,tyme tgh beratur nk beli tiket monorel..tetibe bau perfume exactly like yours…n saya pon saje2 nk dekat dengan laki tuh hahaha just nk sure betul ke tuh minyak wangi y selalu awk pakai…so bila lama2 dok tarik nafas hembus..mmg sure same mcm awk…naseb lah laki tuh xperasan hahha…criusly sy rindu awak…bau perfume awak…

Sampai ts…saya pergi buke kat tempat kite selalu makan station kopitiam...tp otw nk pergi lalu Neway..teringat tyme kite bad,wyn,fifi, wawa,ida n rusdy pergi karok…mmg feeling abeh semua..

bile nmpk je terus teringat kenangan kat situ…

Kat station kopitiam saya lama je…pk nak makan apa ek…so saya ingt nk ambk steak y awk selalu makn tuh n air chocolate..tp xjadi lah sbb awak thukan saya nih xboleh kalo xmkn nasi saya orderlah tomyam chicken rice…lapar tomyam tyme tuh…n kalo awk ingt …kalo awak tgh mkn sy selalu campak barang mainan kat pinggan awak (sayur ) haha pastuh awak pksa saya makn…barang mainan tuh…yang tuh mmg saya akan ingt…

Hmm g ts xbuat ape pon jalan2 teman mel shopping..dah shopping lupe lak yang tujuan sebenarnye nk g beli num IDD…hahah so ckp kat mel..mel ko blh shopping sendiri x?aq nk g beli num IDD…mel ckp hmm ok apehal msj…so saya pon jalan lah kaki sorang2 g sungei wang tyme tuh da pukol 10…hmm awak tahukan kt c2 mmg sesak..kalo awak ada awak akan guide saya lintas jaln sebab saya kalo bab2 lintas jalan mmg failed dah ada experience  nk kene langgar so fobia lah..tp td saya boleh wak lintas jalan…walaupon just ikot orang je…orang lintas saya lintas lah..hahah sengal an…

Then saya g tnye semua kedai…ade num IDD x?xde…g lah kedai laen lak…ade num IDD x?semua geleng..ee tyme tuh sedey giler kot..xpe xputus ase..g lah mxs centre..akk sy nk beli num IDD…akk tuh ckp xde lah dik..akk sy nk kol org nih dye kat oversea..mcm mne L? tyme tuh mmg da giv up da..akk tuh cakap..kod Negara dya ape? Saya jwb 001 ha adik ade num dye x?adik tmbh 001 je kt dpn ;)…tp kan kak kat mane nk dpt num IDD..akk tuh ckp selalunya ade jual kat kedai magazine y bngla2 jual tuh..ohh kat mane ek akk…adik thu vincci x?thu…ha kedai tuh kat belakng vincci je…ok terima kasih akk…mmg happy giler tyme tuh

Bila da jmpe..uncle saya nk beli num IDD nk kol org kat oversea…uncle tuh geleng kepala kat saya..saya xfaham ape tujuan dya geleng kepala tuh..so saya tnya uncle nape geleng kepala?uncle tuh jawab da abeh…tyme tuh muncung angsa saya da keluar da wak…dalam hati saya…alar nak gayut ngan dya macam ida gayut ng dy… :’(

So saya pon keluar dari kedai tuh n cari kedai tok buat rantai letak nama awak n saya,,,at least xde lah sedey sangat just nk sedapkan hati tp kedai tuh pon tutup…bertmbh2 sedey nye…last2 mesej mel..mel kat mane?xjmpe…….mel reply  xpe nnt kite cari lagi ek..mesti ade tuh…thu sebenarnye mel ckp nk               sedapkan hati saya je..pastuh otw nak pergi dekat mel macam2 lagu saya dengar..ada 3 lagu yang awak bagi kat saya..one in a million,all things that u never noe and here without u…lagi lah sayu hati ni…

Last2 awak thu saya buat ape…saya pegi maen magic box hahah…awak lah nih kan da berjangkit,saya pon da jadi kaki maen game da…tapi y tuh je la game saya reti pon…yang laen2 hampeh mmg xthu lah selalu tgk awk je maen….

sempat snap pic smbil tunggu awk abeh maen game

muka fokus gila tyme nih

tngn bergerak laju je kan

Awak awak awak…xpe lah  nnt saya try cari lg….mesti ade saya je xthu kat mne…nanti da jmpe kite gayut ek….(^___^)

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missing you....

the simplest word i can write to you

came right from the deep of my heart express with a true feeling

written out on this blog

time ni awak tgh kelas well kalo x silap da kul 5 da kat malaysia

masa saya tulis nih so u'll b on your way back might b on the bus or da sampai umah

tapi da dok golek2 sambil berceloteh

slalunya i'll receive a call from you during this time but xkn nak 

tepon ke sini yg charge dia 6.00/min

agak2 la kan kat umah pon nak kol mahal2 x bg...hehheh

jgn marah ye

besok ada exam english...in fact pg ni ada exam english.....

wohooooo first exam kat us...hahah x sabar nak amek neh

mesti susah gak kan since ada ujian listening 

erm btw ive been here for bout a week now

perasan x???mesti la awak perasan awak kira tiap2 hari 

bila laa nak sampai 3 taun ni kan....x lama da 3 taun..pejam celik pejam celik je

x sempat wat pape pon da sminggu...sempat la iphone sebijik nnt angkut iphone 5 lak..hhahhah

jap saya dtg nak blaja....fokus2

dapat ps3 pon best gak...heheh

ok2 da cukop...erm...awak ada ckp tiap2 hari awak check blog saya ada update ke x

well sori xle nak update tiap2 hari sebab otak saya x mampu menjana idea yg byk

processor intel dualcore ja x cukop laju lagi...

well have a magnificent day honey

saya rindu awak

mcm saya rindu mak saya cuma kat mak lebih awak kurg cket..heheh 

but still lebih dari org lain laa

jgn sengih laa...org tulis suro baca je (^_____^)

saya mmg rindu awak ssgt

igt x first time kita skype masa saya kat sini line x clear...

awak tarek muncung angsa saya senyum je ckp xpela nnt kita skype lagi

tapi dalam hati saya sgt lega paling kurang saya dapat tgk muka awak n sempat wat awak senyum

wlpon sgt susah nak senyum dgn saya time skype...hahaha

awak jgn rsau saya kat sini ok saja...for now

then igt x time line skype best gila tapi kita abehkan masa gado...haha

dlm hati saya kata at least i know dia ambik berat pasal saya

well teringin gak nak ckp masa kat klia mcm mna...time saya da check in masok

da turun escalator i can feel how much pain in you

thats y i stop and look back

org ckp jgn tgk belakang nnt berat hati nak pegi

tapi saya stop

pusing belakang n nampak awak kat penjuru tu

saya angkat tangan lambai senyum n pegi

tau x org yg x pusing blkg tu wat beberapa kesilapan

1. x tgk muka2 yg tersayang beberapa saat sebelom  dia masok gate

2. x bagi org yg tersayang peluang utk tgk dia seblom pegi

3. saya pusing tgk awak dan senyum bukan sebab saya happy nak pegi tapi

sebab saya nak cakap kat awak jgn rsau coz i'll be back and i leave you 

with a smile on my face even when deep inside its flooding

well it seems to be working at least wlpon awak sgt rsau...hehe

finally

awak slalu marah saya sebab masa nak check in turun tuh saya x jumpa awak 

wlpon awak ada kat sebelah and x cakap slamat tggl pon

awak saya nak awak tau yg saya x jumpa awak sebab saya tau 

awak da xle tahan da sedih tu and saya xnak tgk awak nangis masa saya nak pegi

mmg saya rugi tapi saya x rugi apa2 sebab masa saya tgk reflection awak kat besi lift 

tepi abg yg check passport tu saya nampak awak tgh pandang saya

saya saja x cakap slamat tinggal

why?

cuz I'LL BE BACK FOR YOU

hope you still there waiting for me (^_____^)

kat airport des moins

halaman kat depan apartment...

time pagi2 dia ada kabus kat sini best

ni apartment

tangga kat student hall..ape ntah nama hall neh

salah satu hall

jam ni ada nama tapi saya lupa

padang seberang jalan apartment

i think thats all from me....

with love....<3 always

Long Distance Relationship

People always talk long distance relationship wouldn't long lasting

but i believe we will manage to undergo all this things

rite b?

yea its very difficult

when a sudden feeling of love comes it was very tough

like im having right now

rindu sangat ! ! ! ! !

but

if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together

 there is something you must always remember 

you are braver than you believe 

stronger than you seem

 and smarter than you think

 but the most important thing is

 even if we're apart... 

I'll always be with you

always . . . 

when we know we can't see each other  

i have no choice but learn to be patience

patiently waiting for u

when we live in different parts of the world

 with eleven to twelve hours in time difference

 i learn patience

but for u i will

you noe rite that i dun like to wait . . . . . 

but for you 

until the roses become purple

until the angle comes down from heaven

i will always be for you :)

and when u said

"you are my world and you always make my day"

swear i almost crying . .

cause now

i really missing you...

have a safe journey my dear

Finally u can FLY. . . ! ! !  ( flying without wings ) im happy for u hubby . . . congrate ! ! ! !

like ur father said dis only a quater from ur journey... not even a half . . .

so u hav to work hard . . .

3 years u will be there . . .

and 3 years i will patienly wait for my only one hubby

hope when u re there everyting will be fine

we will go thru this 3 years together

even we re miles away

but we noe...we hav for each other rite?

so nothing to fear . .

and really sorry for not being with u 

all da time

when sending u at KLIA

i just wanna giv tyme for you to say goodbye to your frens

but i did see u from far u noe..hehhehe

definitely im gonna miss u badly . . .

this is our last picture b4 u re leaving . . . . . . .

when u re there plizz taking a good care of urself

if u fall sick . . . mkn ubt jgn degil . .

bile musim sejuk . . paki baju tebal2 . . warm urself

belajar baek- baek kat sana ye SAYANG . . .