Sugar and Lemon

Is that easy to ignore me hmm? 

Even when I'm crying my breath out.

When we are skype-ing for the last time

YOU still can ask me , why your mata LEBAM?

Eventhough you know, you are the reason WHY 

You are just too selfish

When I say I can't breathe because of my heart was beating fast

Everytime I'am thinking of you

I'm not joking..I'm  SERIOUS

but you never care !!!

I faint alone in my room and you are not even here

YOU want me to stop complaining .. Alright

That means.. we're not talking forever

Cause you don't know me

You have friends and other girlfriends too

You wouldn't  have to feel missing

Cause I'm not Important to you

Cause I'm a trash for you

That is so clear ......

So have fun living your life without me

If there's one person to feel sad she could die, It's me ... HEY IT'S ME!!!!

Cause I LOVE YOU so much and it's hurt. My Fault too

And now time to bring back my big and thick wall

So that any guy couldn't walk through it.

Let me live alone , with my family and my friends

And no matter how much i needed you, you wouldn't be here

I think it is over

You wanted this way

In fact, you wouldn't feel anything pun ...

So here all the things that you gave me

I already put it one side at the corner of my room
I hope it will helps me to forget all the memory of you eventhough I know it doesn't help at all
but at least I have tried

I want you to know I have moved on
NO NO NO NO
I'm trying to move on 
NO NO NO NO
I have to move on
I want to chase my dreams ( working in Saudi )
Pass with FLYING COLOURS in my LJM
You broke  my heart once 
So no more second times 
You broke all your promices
Makes me not believe you anymore
I have locked my heart so no one can hurt me like you did
DON'T WORRY about me
Of course I will be happy without you

To the one who hurt me , I'll always forgive you :)

I’ll forgive you, always.

I’ll always forgive you no matter what things went wrong between us. We may never talk to each other again, but I’ll still care and worry about you like I’ve promised. Maybe not so much, maybe a lot some other days. You may never think about me like I think about you, but I know for a certain reason that you will remember me even though you’ll slowly forget my existence in your life. I’ll forgive you no matter how much you’ve hurt me.

I’ll forgive you always, because I’m willing to accept changes in you that I haven’t encounter before. I’m willing to take in the flaws you have and still be here for you. I’ll forgive you as long as you still have a space in my heart because I clearly know well that you’re someone significant to me, which is why I can’t stop worrying or stop caring in a matter of time. I’ll forgive you no matter how much we don’t talk anymore even if it goes up to years. I’ll forgive you because I know that my heart and my mind can’t stay mad at you for long. I’ll forgive you because it shows a sign that I’m slowly getting over the bad things between us. I’ll forgive you because forgiveness is always attribute to the strong.

I’ll forgive you as long as I see you happy and I can see that you’re doing well. I’ll forgive you as long as everything you’re doing, you learn from it through the worst and best times. I’ll forgive you as long as you still shine brighter than the stars. I’ll forgive you because even though I can’t see anything between us or what we had was real or not, I still see you as you. I’ll forgive you as long as you’re still moving forward.

I’ll forgive you, always. Whenever you’re ready, I’m here while you’re there. I’ll still be around, just whenever you’re ready, I am too.So, right now what I want you to do is  to forgive yourself  like I do ,and of course I'll keep you safe in my memory because memories are the only thing that won't change , when everything else does.