There are few things make me upset today

Hari sy keluar pergi cari num IDD sebb nk kol org tersyang y sngt2 jauh tuh (^__^)…selalu kt skype je kdg2 line slow..baru on pastuh da discoconnect..tension giler pastuh mule lah nk nangis,tapi sabar je lah dugaann kan…

Fes,tyme tgh beratur nk beli tiket monorel..tetibe bau perfume exactly like yours…n saya pon saje2 nk dekat dengan laki tuh hahaha just nk sure betul ke tuh minyak wangi y selalu awk pakai…so bila lama2 dok tarik nafas hembus..mmg sure same mcm awk…naseb lah laki tuh xperasan hahha…criusly sy rindu awak…bau perfume awak…

Sampai ts…saya pergi buke kat tempat kite selalu makan station kopitiam...tp otw nk pergi lalu Neway..teringat tyme kite bad,wyn,fifi, wawa,ida n rusdy pergi karok…mmg feeling abeh semua..

bile nmpk je terus teringat kenangan kat situ…

Kat station kopitiam saya lama je…pk nak makan apa ek…so saya ingt nk ambk steak y awk selalu makn tuh n air chocolate..tp xjadi lah sbb awak thukan saya nih xboleh kalo xmkn nasi saya orderlah tomyam chicken rice…lapar tomyam tyme tuh…n kalo awk ingt …kalo awak tgh mkn sy selalu campak barang mainan kat pinggan awak (sayur ) haha pastuh awak pksa saya makn…barang mainan tuh…yang tuh mmg saya akan ingt…

Hmm g ts xbuat ape pon jalan2 teman mel shopping..dah shopping lupe lak yang tujuan sebenarnye nk g beli num IDD…hahah so ckp kat mel..mel ko blh shopping sendiri x?aq nk g beli num IDD…mel ckp hmm ok apehal msj…so saya pon jalan lah kaki sorang2 g sungei wang tyme tuh da pukol 10…hmm awak tahukan kt c2 mmg sesak..kalo awak ada awak akan guide saya lintas jaln sebab saya kalo bab2 lintas jalan mmg failed dah ada experience  nk kene langgar so fobia lah..tp td saya boleh wak lintas jalan…walaupon just ikot orang je…orang lintas saya lintas lah..hahah sengal an…

Then saya g tnye semua kedai…ade num IDD x?xde…g lah kedai laen lak…ade num IDD x?semua geleng..ee tyme tuh sedey giler kot..xpe xputus ase..g lah mxs centre..akk sy nk beli num IDD…akk tuh ckp xde lah dik..akk sy nk kol org nih dye kat oversea..mcm mne L? tyme tuh mmg da giv up da..akk tuh cakap..kod Negara dya ape? Saya jwb 001 ha adik ade num dye x?adik tmbh 001 je kt dpn ;)…tp kan kak kat mane nk dpt num IDD..akk tuh ckp selalunya ade jual kat kedai magazine y bngla2 jual tuh..ohh kat mane ek akk…adik thu vincci x?thu…ha kedai tuh kat belakng vincci je…ok terima kasih akk…mmg happy giler tyme tuh

Bila da jmpe..uncle saya nk beli num IDD nk kol org kat oversea…uncle tuh geleng kepala kat saya..saya xfaham ape tujuan dya geleng kepala tuh..so saya tnya uncle nape geleng kepala?uncle tuh jawab da abeh…tyme tuh muncung angsa saya da keluar da wak…dalam hati saya…alar nak gayut ngan dya macam ida gayut ng dy… :’(

So saya pon keluar dari kedai tuh n cari kedai tok buat rantai letak nama awak n saya,,,at least xde lah sedey sangat just nk sedapkan hati tp kedai tuh pon tutup…bertmbh2 sedey nye…last2 mesej mel..mel kat mane?xjmpe…….mel reply  xpe nnt kite cari lagi ek..mesti ade tuh…thu sebenarnye mel ckp nk               sedapkan hati saya je..pastuh otw nak pergi dekat mel macam2 lagu saya dengar..ada 3 lagu yang awak bagi kat saya..one in a million,all things that u never noe and here without u…lagi lah sayu hati ni…

Last2 awak thu saya buat ape…saya pegi maen magic box hahah…awak lah nih kan da berjangkit,saya pon da jadi kaki maen game da…tapi y tuh je la game saya reti pon…yang laen2 hampeh mmg xthu lah selalu tgk awk je maen….

sempat snap pic smbil tunggu awk abeh maen game

muka fokus gila tyme nih

tngn bergerak laju je kan

Awak awak awak…xpe lah  nnt saya try cari lg….mesti ade saya je xthu kat mne…nanti da jmpe kite gayut ek….(^___^)

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the simplest word i can write to you

came right from the deep of my heart express with a true feeling

written out on this blog

time ni awak tgh kelas well kalo x silap da kul 5 da kat malaysia

masa saya tulis nih so u'll b on your way back might b on the bus or da sampai umah

tapi da dok golek2 sambil berceloteh

slalunya i'll receive a call from you during this time but xkn nak 

tepon ke sini yg charge dia 6.00/min

agak2 la kan kat umah pon nak kol mahal2 x bg...hehheh

jgn marah ye

besok ada exam english...in fact pg ni ada exam english.....

wohooooo first exam kat us...hahah x sabar nak amek neh

mesti susah gak kan since ada ujian listening 

erm btw ive been here for bout a week now

perasan x???mesti la awak perasan awak kira tiap2 hari 

bila laa nak sampai 3 taun ni kan....x lama da 3 taun..pejam celik pejam celik je

x sempat wat pape pon da sminggu...sempat la iphone sebijik nnt angkut iphone 5 lak..hhahhah

jap saya dtg nak blaja....fokus2

dapat ps3 pon best gak...heheh

ok2 da cukop...erm...awak ada ckp tiap2 hari awak check blog saya ada update ke x

well sori xle nak update tiap2 hari sebab otak saya x mampu menjana idea yg byk

processor intel dualcore ja x cukop laju lagi...

well have a magnificent day honey

saya rindu awak

mcm saya rindu mak saya cuma kat mak lebih awak kurg cket..heheh 

but still lebih dari org lain laa

jgn sengih laa...org tulis suro baca je (^_____^)

saya mmg rindu awak ssgt

igt x first time kita skype masa saya kat sini line x clear...

awak tarek muncung angsa saya senyum je ckp xpela nnt kita skype lagi

tapi dalam hati saya sgt lega paling kurang saya dapat tgk muka awak n sempat wat awak senyum

wlpon sgt susah nak senyum dgn saya time skype...hahaha

awak jgn rsau saya kat sini ok saja...for now

then igt x time line skype best gila tapi kita abehkan masa gado...haha

dlm hati saya kata at least i know dia ambik berat pasal saya

well teringin gak nak ckp masa kat klia mcm mna...time saya da check in masok

da turun escalator i can feel how much pain in you

thats y i stop and look back

org ckp jgn tgk belakang nnt berat hati nak pegi

tapi saya stop

pusing belakang n nampak awak kat penjuru tu

saya angkat tangan lambai senyum n pegi

tau x org yg x pusing blkg tu wat beberapa kesilapan

1. x tgk muka2 yg tersayang beberapa saat sebelom  dia masok gate

2. x bagi org yg tersayang peluang utk tgk dia seblom pegi

3. saya pusing tgk awak dan senyum bukan sebab saya happy nak pegi tapi

sebab saya nak cakap kat awak jgn rsau coz i'll be back and i leave you 

with a smile on my face even when deep inside its flooding

well it seems to be working at least wlpon awak sgt rsau...hehe

finally

awak slalu marah saya sebab masa nak check in turun tuh saya x jumpa awak 

wlpon awak ada kat sebelah and x cakap slamat tggl pon

awak saya nak awak tau yg saya x jumpa awak sebab saya tau 

awak da xle tahan da sedih tu and saya xnak tgk awak nangis masa saya nak pegi

mmg saya rugi tapi saya x rugi apa2 sebab masa saya tgk reflection awak kat besi lift 

tepi abg yg check passport tu saya nampak awak tgh pandang saya

saya saja x cakap slamat tinggal

why?

cuz I'LL BE BACK FOR YOU

hope you still there waiting for me (^_____^)

kat airport des moins

halaman kat depan apartment...

time pagi2 dia ada kabus kat sini best

ni apartment

tangga kat student hall..ape ntah nama hall neh

salah satu hall

jam ni ada nama tapi saya lupa

padang seberang jalan apartment

i think thats all from me....

with love....<3 always

Long Distance Relationship

People always talk long distance relationship wouldn't long lasting

but i believe we will manage to undergo all this things

rite b?

yea its very difficult

when a sudden feeling of love comes it was very tough

like im having right now

rindu sangat ! ! ! ! !

but

if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together

 there is something you must always remember 

you are braver than you believe 

stronger than you seem

 and smarter than you think

 but the most important thing is

 even if we're apart... 

I'll always be with you

always . . . 

when we know we can't see each other  

i have no choice but learn to be patience

patiently waiting for u

when we live in different parts of the world

 with eleven to twelve hours in time difference

 i learn patience

but for u i will

you noe rite that i dun like to wait . . . . . 

but for you 

until the roses become purple

until the angle comes down from heaven

i will always be for you :)

and when u said

"you are my world and you always make my day"

swear i almost crying . .

cause now

i really missing you...

have a safe journey my dear

Finally u can FLY. . . ! ! !  ( flying without wings ) im happy for u hubby . . . congrate ! ! ! !

like ur father said dis only a quater from ur journey... not even a half . . .

so u hav to work hard . . .

3 years u will be there . . .

and 3 years i will patienly wait for my only one hubby

hope when u re there everyting will be fine

we will go thru this 3 years together

even we re miles away

but we noe...we hav for each other rite?

so nothing to fear . .

and really sorry for not being with u 

all da time

when sending u at KLIA

i just wanna giv tyme for you to say goodbye to your frens

but i did see u from far u noe..hehhehe

definitely im gonna miss u badly . . .

this is our last picture b4 u re leaving . . . . . . .

when u re there plizz taking a good care of urself

if u fall sick . . . mkn ubt jgn degil . .

bile musim sejuk . . paki baju tebal2 . . warm urself

belajar baek- baek kat sana ye SAYANG . . .