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wow....this is really my first time doing this kind of things.....wait lemme check...yup it real alright.....hahhah

let see, in few days time i'll be leaving my beloved 'tanah tumpah darahku' country on a journey i must ride for my country might be challenging especially during Ramadhan and i wont be able to celebrate raya with my family..owh yeah this isn't my blog anyway its our blog...my sweetie cutie little pie

ahh...there she is..she really loves to eat and lemme tell ya if you get in the way of her

and her meal you could lose a hand (^____^)

well dear, please take care while i'm away

the pain is strong but never fear for anything u know i'll be back...

3 years not really a long period but its gonna be really hard when we were miles away 

if i could fall into the sky

do you think time could pass me by

cause you know i'd walk a thousand miles if i could see you

tonight

                                                                  

   "A thousand miles by vanessa carlton"

really appreciate all the time we've been together and will be together

thanks for being my light when its dark

thanks for keeping me warm when its cold

thanks for giving me the strength when i was weak

and most importantly

thanks for always be there when i need you the most

and you know i would always do the same for you

and you know what to do when you miss me and i'm not around

i can't ask you to look into the sky and see me there cuz i can't fly

i can't ask u to close your eyes cuz how could you see me with your eyes close

i can't ask u to just imagine me there cuz i know you have a really bad imagination

well all i can ask you to do is stalk my fb ok?

and whenever u can't sleep i'll ask your roomie to sing a song for you....heheh

and if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

everyday i will remind you

                                                   

"count on me by bruno mars"

that's all from me owh and this is my first time

so sorry if i mess it up...heheh

day after day i hate the next day coming...

but tyme is always running and life must go on

what happened today

just left it as ur memory

n focus what will happen on the next day

but

what if u know what will happen on the coming week or day

where u hav to be far away with sumone that u really care 

someone that really mean to u

of course

u hate when the next day coming

it seems like u want to be on the day where u always with him

creating memories

and

hope that day will never end

but GOD is very fair

days,hours,weeks everytink is same

all human got a same day,same weeks,same date,same 24 hours

erm....

(sighhhhhhhhhh)

whateva it is..i hav to face it

THE SHORTEST DISTANCE BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE IS A SMILE,THE LONG DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME IS JUST A TEST TO SEE HOW FAR OUR LOVE CAN TARVEL

Erm  smlm dpt msj dari dye..syg dye ckp pointer dye lps tok fly…wah eppynye aq…ye lah bf nk fly…eppy lah kan…tp xlama lps tuh aq jadi sedey….jauh kot dye nk pegi,pastuh 3 thn plak tuh…ntah blk ke x kt Malaysia….nk blk pon nk pki duet jgk kan….?mcm2 lah timbul kt fikiran aq…aq tnye dye bile tarikh nk fly…dye ckp 6 ogos…aq pon cpt2 check kelender….wah hari sbtu…hmm blh lah kalo aq nk pegi htr dye kat airport…..then aq tgk sekali lg kt kelender….alamak minggu dpn ke…..tyme tuh sedey gile…sebak je hati  aq nih…masa da xbnyk…..cptnye   sob sob  tp xpelah 3 days spending  tyme same….cukop kot…hmm actually…spending  tyme with u will never enough my dear…..jiwang lah pulak…tp xpeduli lah….perlu pe sekali sekala jiwang an…..kitaorg baru je couple dlm 4 bln mcm tuh…..then kene separate for 3 years…besarnye dugaan nih…tp ini lah y menentukan sama ada jodoh aq dgn dye pnjang ke x?kuat ke x?….mcm kwn2 selalu ckp jodoh kt tngn tuhan…..kalo betol jodoh ko ng dye…dlm mase 3 thun tuh korang  ttp akn stick together sha…ye mmg betol girls…tp nk menghadapi tuh will be the hardest things…lps nih fon aq mmg xbunyilah….sbb selama nih fon aq bernyawa pon dye y htr msj o kol…..kalo x xde lah bunyinye….n kalo aq sedey o ade masalah mmg dye lah tmpt aq nk cite,luahkan perasaan,mrh pon aq lps kan dye,,,ngade an…….tp dye blh sabar….ee sedey…bile teringat….tp xpe lah b….i  hav to face it..i  noe I can…..u asked me to b strong…I ll show u that I am strong……wat u ve to do is work hard when u re there…..study betol2  b…xmo maen2 da….things  getting  tougher….remember…I ll always b by ur side…even the distance is far…but we ll always hav  for each othr….b….thnks  sbb  bg  syg  semngt  bile syg  down…sabar  dgn  kerenah  syg….lyn  syg  dgn  baek  even  kdg2  syg  nih  melampau…..as u said u ll always b inside my heart n also Domo…..hahahha…dye  ade  bg  Domo  kt  aq  patung,beg,bntal …nih  brg  y dye bg tuh…

Nih  antara soaln y aq tnye dye….jwpn dye mmg buat aq terharu….nk nagis bile dgr…tp aq berjaya cover cun kt dpn dye….

Sha  :  B nnt kalo p g US b jgn lupe syg taw?

Hubby  :  Ish b xlupe lah…b ingt …..

Sha  :  Alar nnt kalo b g kt sane mesti pndg awek mat salleh je…awek kt cni xingt da

Hubby  :  Ingt lah…syg…?

Sha   :  Ye..

Hubby  :  Kalo kt sane mane b nk cari mate mcm syg, mulot mcm sy,hidung mcm syg,dahi mcm syg,telinga mcm syg…dagu mcm syg…….Kt us xde taw…

Sha  :  Hahahha….b bt lawak lah..Hmm b…?

Hubby  :  Ye syg

Sha  :  B thu x syg syg kt b?,B rase x?,B nmpk x?

Hubby  :  Nmpk sngt2 jelas….rase…Dah lah xmo sedey2…..syg mcm nih b nk fly pon sedey…

Sha  :  Erm..bkn nk sedey dah tersedey…

Hubby  :  Hmm b strong my dear….ape2 hal kite hadapi together…nnt b blk b cari syg…janji b…

Sha  :  J

Sumpah aq nk nangis bile dye ckp cm tuh…perasaan tyme tuh aq xthu nk ckp ape..

Dye bg  baju dye kt aq….jersi  bola dya…ade name kt belakang …..nih pic baju dye,,,sedey :’(

  tyme kuar aq pkai baju nih sbb dah xde baju tyme pegi ke rmh dye..

hmm for 3 days aq kat rmh dye..sbb ade kenduri kesyukuran regarding dye nk pegi belajar kt overseas..so ade lah mase aq nk kenal2 ng family dye....his mom,dad,adik,angah,achik,mak ngah n wan..all of them very frenly ng aq...bes lah sbb family diorg suka wat joke....mmg ade je bnda nk gelak tyme kat sane....tp tuh lah bz lah kan...dye nk lyn tetamu2 dye..kwn2 dye...keje aq tolong mane2 patut agk2 dah letey masuk bilik tido ah...hahah pemalas an...tp ptg tuh work hard ooo.....but the best thing bile pegi umh dye...aq dpt spend tyme ng dye day n nite...ye lah saat2 akhir nih kene gunakan dgn sebaek2nya. 

hmm dlm fikiran aq sekarang....bile dye pegi nnt...semua nya kn jadi laen...lps nih xde da org nk wish morning buncet....n setiap pg aq dpt msj tuh aq akn senyum...tp lps dye pegi dah sah2 lah nset aq xbunyi,,,xde alarm da...selalunya dya lah y selalu jd alarm aq....erm..pastuh aq nih selalu cari brg xjmpe..n selalunya dya y akn tolong cari brg kt aq smpi jmpa..n bila da jmpa aq akn senyum kt dya sebelom dya mula bersuara.... kalo sekali dya bersuara mmg kene perli kaw2 lah....nnt kalo ade brg xjmpe mesti aq teringt kat dya....ee sedeynye...aq nih suka bercakap....selalunya dya lah y sanggup tadah telinga nk dgr bebelan aq....kwn2 aq pon xthn...lps nih...aq kene kurangkan bercakap lah sbb xde sape nk dgr da...kalo gado...dye xkn pujok aq..tp setiap ayt y dye tulis tuh aq thu dye syg kt aq....walaupon dye xselalu ckp tp aq thu....kdg2 aq lyn dye alar kadar je tmbh tyme aq xde mood...mmg xlyn ah...tp dye sabar je...tahan je dgn sikap aq..terima kasih b...sbb memahami...tapi....mcm mana aq syg dye n dye syg aq....qada' dan qadar ttp di tngn ALLAH....rentetan hidup kita semua da tertulis n hnya kita y dpt mengubah nasib kita,,,,jodoh,maut semua kt tgn ALLAH...andai jodoh kita pnjang...insyallah sampi akhir hayat hnya maut dpt memisahkan...ecehh tp kalo tiada jodoh antara kita itu adalah ketentuan ILLAHI kita xblh nk melawan takdir...ade hikmah di sebalik ketentuan ALLAH....org ckp jodoh di tanganNYA tp sebenarnya kita blh usahakan siapa jodoh kita..so b..kita berusaha sama2 ye....cinta jarak jauh bnyk halangannya dari segi mental n fizikal semoga ALLAH ttpkan hati kita to each other....mcm b ckp xperlu nk letakkan harapan y terlalu tinggi...sbb bnyk risiko n probability....so tawakal je lah....wateva it is...b g sana belajar betol2,bwk pulang kejayaan...skunk kan zmn da canggih FB ada,skype ada....blh je nk cntct pon....kan?bt tacink lebey....tp hati sape y xsedey when u hav to be far far far away with sum1 that really care about u...

fes tyme letak gmbr dye...it is because im really crius w dis relationship